18 Years Old Self Improver

It's high time that I change, My regret of not studying, not able to do what I want to do because of laziness haunts me every night. I have had enough. I want to change. I want to spend time of shit that I regret not doing while being lazy(Watching reels & shorts mostly).

Tries to understand the world's economy, politics, history & culture.

World's politics, economy, history & culture is very fascinating & important. How the world runs? Why the world is like what it is rn?. Our ancestors have left us a lot of  legacy behind to explore in the form of historical texts, monuments, treasures, places & many more. It's Interesting to learn how people have evolved. It's interesting how people have solved many problems. How is money utilized nowadays? Why is it so important?. All this perplexes my mind. Creates a curiosity which drives me to understand this.

Does things that kindles his passion.

I am passionate about many things in fact everything. Out of which I am interested mostly in Badminton, Philosophy, Art. These help me to let my thoughts out, create & bring something into the world which resembles my thoughts. I must remember not to stop doing these & not to see them as a measurements, These are just habits.

Kind. But also sets boundaries.

Kind enough. Lately, but surely I have realized the importance of setting boundaries. If I don't set boundaries, I will be EXPLOITED or USED. I don't want that to happen. I have been recently facing di*kheaded people who just feel they are superior all the time. I have to learn to face them.

Learning to say "No" & also to Accept "No".

Learning to say "No" is one of the most important skill imo. It's not selfish but it is necessary. Infact It is selfish that I am trying to be good in everyone's perspective by saying "Yes" to everything. & There is nothing wrong in being a BIT selfish. Now, Someone might say "No" I have to learn to accept that as well otherwise I am basically a hypocrite. That means I have to be self-reliable.

Doesn't fit into the herd.

This is doesn't mean I have to do something that the herd is not doing. It means my decisions should not be affected by the herd. & Remeber " There is nothing wrong in being different, But making difference with everyone is."

Knows the weight of the responsibilities.

I know the efforts of my parents put to make me study, eat, dress. Their love towards me. I feel the pain, guilt & also responsibility.

True Friends.

Not all are my true friends. That's something very important to remember. There are 2 friends who get to actually know me. Other might be professional connections. Doesn't mean you don't have to be kind. Be kind.

Health & Fitness

Health is something I have not thought since my JEE. It screwed up alot of things my sleep mainly.

So, I have sleep weel maybe 5-6 hours of sleep. And for food have to start eating fruits, drinking fruit juices, eatings eggs, taking healthy food basically. And I think gym is a better place to visit for exercise. I'll make a different post for this section IG.

Being self-reliable.

Being self-reliable is a important quality. Especially when I want to a biker & a teacher. 

Washing clothes, Cooking, Making my bed, Keeping things organized, Being Hygienic.

Importance of career & skills.

I know the importance of career. And the necessity of skills for that. Career plays a very important role in life. It gives me security(to an extinct), Social Respect, Capability to feed my loved ones.

Your Inability to set your priorities will definitely ruin you.